7个月后...

哇！大约有7个月没写过部落格了。我好像忘了它的存在。我是看到别人的部落格才想起我有多久没在这抒发自己的情绪和想法了。

看回以前写的东西，一幕幕的回忆快速地显现在我的脑海里，还好清晰哦！这个部落格收着我一路以来的想法，开心与伤心的日子。好珍贵哦！

现在的我忙着应付midterm test，group discussion，assignment 和韩语，但还是会做part-time job 赚钱和累积工作经验。忙是忙，但不知为何，我忙得还满开心的。压力大一定有，毕竟现在是读学院嘛！

在这两个学期内，学到和尝试满多新事物，首推捐血。我还真不知我捐血需要这么困难。人家针一插，血就流出来了。我呢，则是弄得双手都是淤青。真惨！接下来就是面对人说话。虽然我不能说得一口很流利的英语，但我克服了我的恐惧，不再像以前那样那么害怕以及讨厌了。将要到来的 group discussion 我会加油的！

今天做工好累哦，所以我就写到这里。不知何时我还会继续写部落格呢？

假期目标完成！

这段假期的目标总算一一地完成了。

1）考[P] licence （完成）

2）获取一些工作经验 （完成）

3）报名进拉曼学院 （完成）

4）以自己的能力买手提电脑和手提电话 （完成）

还有还需要一些时间完成的。

1）学韩语 （进行中-lvl 1 要完成了,要上lvl 2 了）

假期就快过去了，接下来的就是新挑战的来临。学院的生活到底是怎样的呢？我又好奇又期待哦！我选的科系对我来说是满大的挑战。（international business) 以我这种不善与人交际的人来说，真是会担惊受怕吧！可是，我明知山有虎，偏向虎山行。在学院里学习，其中一个目标就是面对我的弱点-勇敢在陌生人面前说话。我从小到大在说话这方面都不太行，尤其在辈分比我大的人面前，我更显得弱。我希望在这2年4个月内会有些改善吧！

还有今天还满开心的，因为我收到我中学寄来的信。他邀请我去majlis anugerah cemerlang拿hadiah galakan peningkatan kemajuan。我虽然还不知是否会出席，但我考SPM时的努力得到了认同，我已经很高兴了。我还真幸运！^^

第一次驾车

第一次驾车的感觉还不错，至少那个uncle不会在第一天凶我。听我很多朋友说，他们第一次驾车都会被uncle骂和 ‘ 死火 ’ 很多次。不过，我今天不但没被uncle骂，还只‘ 死火 ’一次，还真幸运。哈哈！

经过今天，我知道我的问题在车开始走的时候，油门踩太多，走得不太顺。不过，转圈还ok。下一次学车是在星期一。那天我就不会像今天这样紧张了。我要加油！哈哈！

1st korean language class...

haha...

finally i start to learn korean language...

i learn at korea plaza in menara hap seng...

because haven't go to that place before...

so a day before the first class...

i search the googles to find the way to go there...

luckily i find a blog that show a clear way to go there...

that day i use about 45 minutes reach thr...

from my house to lrt...

then change to monorail at hang tuah...

and reach bukit nanas...

next i walk to my destination...

the class had about 25 and above students on that day...

my teacher is a korean...

she knew a bit english...

just a bit...

sometimes she used some korean words...

luckily i still understand what she mean...

she's also is a cute teacher...

the first is teach about the basic consonants and vowels in korean language...

just like learning english when i'm in kindergarten...

i very enjoy my class...

and after that class i'm more interested in this language...

i'm looking forward to the next lesson...

viva forever

i finally find back the song i most like in my childhood days...

viva forever by spice girls...

below are the lyric...

Do you still remember how we used to be
Feeling together believe in whatever
My love has said to me
Both of us were dreamers Young love in the sun
Felt like my saviour My spirit I gave you
We'd only just begun
Hasta Manana Always be mine
Viva Forever I'll be waiting
Everlasting Like the sun
Live Forever for the moment
Ever searching for the world
Yes I still remember every whispered word
The touch of your skin, giving life from within
Like a love song that I've heard
Slipping through our fingers, like the sands of time
Promises made, every memory saved
Has reflections in my mind
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, For the moment
Ever searching, for the world
But we're all alone, was it just a dream
Feelings untold, They will never be sold
And the secrets safe with me
Hasta Manana, always be mine
Viva Forever, I'll be waiting
Everlasting, Like the sun
Live Forever, for the moment
Ever searching, for the world

the worst day in my life...

today...

03022010...

is the worst day in my life...

many bad things happened...

before dawn...

i'm getting ready to sleep...

but the air conditioner in my room spoil...

really feel like sleeping in a sauna room...

i can't sleep in my room...

is too hot...

so i change place to sleep...

but my brother already sleep at tat place...

which is the sofa in my living room...

haih...

really bad luck...

at my bed for almost 3 hours...

cannot sleep...

decide to sleep on the floor at living room...

my body is in pain when sleep on the floor...

cannot sleep well...

so today i total sleep only 3 hours...

really tired...

but what can i do...

i have to wake up early to prepare go to take my undang test...

before that...

today morning...

pos laju there suppose to send me my cny clothes which i buy from internet...

but when it reach my house...

no one at home except me...

but that time i'm really tired and did not hear it...

so i need to go get the clothes myself...

really bad luck...

after that...

is the uncle who fetch me go take test...

yesterday he said 12.30pm come to my house fetch me...

but today he 11.35am already reach my house...

i have not ready...

just start eating my lunch...

so i put my lunch aside and go take test...

the moment that make me upset the most has coming...

the undang test...

i take the test when my condition is really not good at all...

sleepy,tired,hungry and that place very cold...

and the result is...

i FAIL the test...

my result is 41/50...

42 is the passing mark...

i just right 1 more question then i will pass...

just 1 mark...

why i always don't have luck when taking exam...

i'm really frustrating...

somemore the uncle who repair my room air conditioner...

not enough time to repair...

because he washes my parents' room air conditioner first...

and that time heavy rain...

haiz...

he also say the air conditioner really spoil...

maybe need to replace a new one...

means i have to sleep on the floor in living room tonight...

arH!!!!

i really want to scream...

why today so bad luck to me...

nothing good i get...

today really frustrating!!!!

留学

我有一个梦想，那就是去外国留学。我最想去的地方是韩国和法国。昨天，我哥在报上看到一个关于申请奖学金到韩国留学报导，名额只有8人。我看后才发现我无论心理和他给的条件都还没符合。首先，我没有护照，我也不会说韩语，我也觉得我的英语也不是说得很流利。心理方面我也还没准备好去外国留学，我还是有不安与不舍。不安的是我能在外国调试自己吗？不舍的是我能暂时放下我现在的一切去外国吗？

种种的问题我让我有一年的准备时间解决这些问题，准备好后才去申请。我也希望在这一年里，可以准备好我的心理。我知道留学需要一笔庞大的金钱。我不懂我可不可以申请到奖学金，但我会努力。我也希望幸运之神会眷顾我，让我有机会申请到奖学金，如愿到外国留学。

我希望我的梦想可以成真。 Gambate!!! ^^

2010...

2010
A year full of hopes and challenges...
a lot of questions start my very different year...
what will i get from this year??
in my previous year...
my target is about spm and koperasi...
last year target i achieved...
finish spm with no regrets...
be a koop leader who finish the task that school had give me...
now a very new year...
will i get what i want???

first year without school uniform...

first year no need to wake up so early everyday to prepare for school...

first year without unreasonable school rules...

first year start to work...

first year my mother can stays at my grandma's house for 10 days...

before because of my school reopen...

my mother cannot stayed there more than a week...

2010 will be a year full of surprise and new things...

this year will train me become a new person...

2010 will be a year i look forward to...